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Tough & Tender Lessons

by Arjay Sharp

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1.
Storms 03:35
© Stevie Nicks Every night that goes between I feel a little less As you slowly go away from me This is only another test Every night you do not come Your softness fades away Did I ever really care that much? Is there anything left to say? Every hour of fear I spend My body tries to cry Living through each empty night A deadly calm inside I haven't felt this way I feel Since many a years ago But in those years and the lifetime's past I did not deal with the road And I did not deal with you, I know Though the love has always been So I search to find an answer there So I can truly win Every hour of fear I spend My body tries to cry Living through each empty night A deadly calm inside So I try to say goodbye, my friend I'd like to leave you with something warm But never have I been a blue calm sea I have always been a storm Always been a storm Ooh, always been a storm I have always been a storm
2.
© 2014 Arjay Sharp [Mother] We will always love you But something's gone unspoken Your dad and I were human and Promises were broken [Father] We're not gonna argue About who you get to live with I will come and see you You can come and visit for a while We'll paint the park in style Bring your smiles Though we'll wear them in denial [Father & Children] Wear them in denial [Mother & Daughter] When your heart is hungry Don't let it wander off and When your lover hurts you Don't let it ponder 'bout revenge [Mother & Father] Forgive and make amends Love your friend Follow mercy to the end [Parents & Daughter] Mercy to the end [Mother & Father] If you ever walk the aisle, we pray You'll always walk the extra mile Walk the extra mile [Mother] Daughter, be a good bride Don't kiss other misters [Father] Son, be a decent man Don't look at dirty pictures while your wife Cries in the night Treat her right And you just may be alright [Family] You just may be alright [Mother & Father] We will always love you But truth must be spoken This is what happens when Promises are broken
3.
© 2012 Arjay Sharp She lost her innocent eyes Though for some they still gleam Found six tall pillars For her self-esteem Told her I admire Her strength of body and mind She said, "God gave you the portion you needed And He gave me mine" Crossbones and butterflies From your chrysalis you'd arise Wings of silk, soul of steel inside Be it fight or flight True beauty survives She found her vigilant voice In dark metal and ink Sketched out her angst in Panthera that dare not blink Reborn like a phoenix From the fires of hell Says her soul knows Jesus And she's met the Devil as well Crossbones and butterflies From your chrysalis you'd arise Regal tigress with wounded eyes Be it fight or flight True beauty survives She's a lover and a fighter And her heart's been burning brighter 'Cause the warrior deep inside 'o her Fights the lie that she's Not worthy of love Worthy of love Joy and love Worthy of love Joy and love Worthy of Joy and love Worthy of love Crossbones and butterflies From your chrysalis you'd arise Wings of silk, soul of steel inside Be it fight or flight True beauty survives
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Gave Her All of Me © 2012 Arjay Sharp Finally found someone to love, one of my kind When we made love, I had forever in mind Ever in mind... She had said that she may take my name someday So I let her into all of my hopeful heart to stay Heart to stay, my heart to stay Where she touched all of me She understood the good and bad Every secret that I had I gave her all of me But soon after my soul cleaved She decided she must leave All of me Finally found someone to love for all my life But now I'm roaming restlessly for my unwed wife Unwed wife... Lord I hope that she may take me back someday She is in my broken heart and just won't go away Go away, won't go away Only she touched all of me She understood my inner hell Said she'd help me to get well I gave her all of me Many moons have seen me grieve Asking why she had to leave All of me I gave her all of me Now she's found someone to love, one of her kind And I'm all out of hope, going out of my mind She's out of my life But still in all of me She understood the good and bad Every secret that I had All of me Many moons have seen me grieve Asking why she had to leave All of me Why'd I give her all of me? Finally found someone to love, one of my kind When we made love, I had forever in mind
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© 2012 Arjay Sharp Did I lay my lover's dreams down So you may cross over cross over me To find the one fate intended... Thought you were so content, so connected That I made you feel loved more than any man had before And I held your dreams in high esteem Any tower I would have erected But to give you all is a hope I can hold no more Thought I was your long-awaited destination Oh and in your arms thought my heart finally found its home So I was shook and shocked when out you walked With cold resolute resignation Then you found him and I found myself alone Did I lay my lover's dreams down So you may cross over cross over me To find the one fate intended I hope and pray your joy runs deeper now And though I've wished it were wished it were me Maybe I was only meant to be The lover to restore your faith Your means to an end Your bridge to brighter days Said I was someone you couldn't help but fall for But once out of the fog you could see things as they are Was my weakness so strong, right-thinking all wrong Enchanted by your Gaelic folklore Did I dream too deep, did I cast my hopes too far Did I lay my lover's dreams down So you may cross over cross over me To find the one fate intended I hope and pray your joy runs deeper now And though I've wished it were wished it were me Maybe I was only meant to be The lover to restore your faith Your means to an end Your bridge to brighter days One thing my heart would love to learn Why am I a bridge you had to burn 'Cause I miss you...
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© 2012 Arjay Sharp As the infatuation wanes Something deeper here remains A desire more divine To journey where I've not before Somewhere closer to your core But it's you who draws the line Don't know if it's love, oh but One thing I know I'm sure of I wanna know you Dearly, sincerely know you The woman deep within The soul beneath your skin Oh I wanna know you It seems we're both misunderstood When they fail to see what's good Beyond the labels and their blame Maybe we're not so far apart And if we melted body and heart No I wouldn't feel any shame Don't know if it's love, oh but One thing I know I'm sure of I wanna know you Deeply, completely know you The hopes that kiss your heart The doubts before they start Oh I wanna know you And though my faith is barely there I offer up your needs in prayer It's one way I know I care About the body mind and soul Of the woman I wanna know Dearly, sincerely know you The woman deep within The soul beneath your skin Oh I wanna know you Dearly, sincerely Deeply, completely Dearly, sincerely Know you Oh I wanna know you
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Sunflowers 03:13
When tragedy Turns a home of four into three It may unite, or divide Raise up the walls inside But is that what he would want Wasn't the loss enough Pushed and left her out to dry When she needed tears of love When the plane went down And the sunflowers bloomed Was he tellin' you To shine through the gloom And to love sister well 'Cause she'll need you to Don't let her wilt away I know I don't Have much right to say these things But you oughtta know, my heart has felt Her tear stains Did you lose Your favorite child Well if it's true Fate's given you A new favorite now When the plane went down And the sunflowers bloomed Was he prayin' for you Sittin' on the moon Sayin' love sister well Hug her for me too Don't let her wilt away Don't let her wilt away Turn your hearts toward the sun Turn your hearts toward the sun When the plane went down And the sunflowers bloomed Was he tellin' you To shine through the gloom And to love sister well 'Cause she'll need you to Don't let her wilt away Don't let her wilt away Don't let her wilt away Do you know how wonderful she is Do you see how beautiful she is Do you know how wonderful she is We know it ev'ryday Don't you know how wonderful she is Don't you see how beautiful she is Don't you know how wonderful she is Don't let her wilt away
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Searchlight 04:13
© 2012/2014 Arjay Sharp She knows my Waters are haunted By a romance that I was amiss to have wanted Careless, I cast off, chasing the wind Forgiven me once But can she again She knows I've Been led by emotion And a legend that never deserved my devotion Hopeful, I cast off, seeking a dream Forgetting my treasure Is home and agleam When she smiles It's the brightest thing in my life Like the sun overtaking the night Duly waking me From dreams that plunder my light When she beams It's a searchlight for my soul And even a fool must know I need rescuing From storms that pull me below She knows the Pain of comparing Knows that she's worth being queen, not sharing Her kingdom with courtesans, beggars and thieves I learned my lesson But still she grieves When she cries It's the darkest thing in my life And I'm numb from the loathing inside Overtaking me Oh Lord, send us some light When love beams It's a searchlight for our souls And even a fool must know We need rescuing From storms that pull us below I'm afraid of the water That I've made her weep an ocean I don't want to sail on without her But I don't deserve her devotion No... I don't deserve your smile The brightest thing in my life Like the sun overtaking the night Sweetly waking me From dreams that plunder my light When you beam It's a searchlight for my soul And even this fool does know What needs forsaking Some hopes I'm late letting go of I need your love
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© 2012/2014 A. Sharp Eye to eye you told me this I wanna be your last first kiss I was so hungry to believe Hoped you would be the first To outlast the need to leave me Damn all the mem'ries in my head And all of my hopes that reached much too far ahead But even your daughter hoped that I was the one And your boy needs a father, and I so miss having a son Oh His cute toddler talk Took my hand when we walked (repeat) Damn all the careless words I said You'd be in my arms tonight had I kept 'em in my head Was learning to live with the love I lack But yearning to give, I took a look back I looked back Oh Your smirk, your hair Captivating stare (repeat) Lyin', cryin' on the floor Don't wanna miss you anymore As I slip into my eternal bliss I hope you know I gave you this My last first kiss 2 7 3 8 2 5 5 Please stay with us, be strong, survive 2 7 3 8 2 5 5 Please stay with us, keep your hope alive 2 7 3 T A L K Fight off the dark, don't end this way 2 7 3 8 2 5 5 Please stay with us, you're loved tonight
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© 2012/2014 A. Sharp Waitin' ev'ryday for her to say Come on over My heart stays when I pass the place I used to hold her Pain comes along Anytime I hear a Beatles song Can't Let It Be 'Cause our Yesterday is my Misery They're in love, and I won't deny He's better for her than I Would've moved my life to reach her dreams Change my weather Layin' under 'laskan skies Watchin' northern lights together Joy runs away Anytime I see a dog at play No hope for me He's better for her than I could ever be They're in love, and I can't deny He's better for her than I Heart feels a sting Anytime I hear Ann Wilson sing My lover's voice Now rocks the soul of her final choice They're in love, and I can't deny He's better for her than I Better for her than I Gonna pray 'till the break of dawn Pray that she'll stay, let their love live on Gonna pray 'till the pain is gone Pray ev'ry day may their love live on Live on, live on, live on, live on... Sé latrévo, erastís mou Sé latrévo, erastís mou Leípeis sychná, erastís mou Sé latrévo, erastís mou
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© 2013/2014 Arjay Sharp The righteous have censured her choices The proud have derided her deeds But love would dare they look deeper How she laughs and she cries and she bleeds How she laughs, how she cries How she bleeds, bleeds, bleeds She's a good, good, bad girl But bad is all some will see She's a good, good, bad girl Been nothing but good to me Remember she's somebody's daughter And like you, a nail on the cross Sin may be her salvation But her absence would be heaven's loss For she's kind Caring in word, deed and mind Dares to dream From a heart that bleeds, bleeds, bleeds She's a good, good, bad girl But bad is all some will see She's a good, good, bad girl Been nothing but good to me Nothing but good to me Don't judge her Your Jesus loves her Many a good girl has treated me badly So I'm done letting my friends decide My other friends for me, for me, oh Good, good, bad girl A good, good, bad girl A good, good, bad girl A good, good, girl
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© 2014 A. Sharp / B. Sharp I've loved you And I pray you May learn to love me I've so much To show you Once you finally see that You're my reason why New York shines And the south shore sings My hopes of you, luxuriant Like a Tuscan spring I've held on Just to hold you And it's cost me oh so much Yet I sail on Hopin' to reach you Your heart, your skin, your touch You're my reason why Nothing shines like Hopes yet begun My heart for you, so radiant Like a Tuscan sun Like a Tuscan sun So you save me From my endless fall Catch me with the words "We are friends, That is all." All I've hoped for Shines no more Time to bury lifeless dreams Now New York's just a city And Tuscany Is only Hills of green Only hills of green Lonely hills of green

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A candid concept album about love lost and found, hopes longed for, and the mistakes a heart can make in the search for a deep connection, learning from the four women I've loved: the Enduring Wife, the Scottish Rocker, the Greek Girlfriend, and the Unrequited Italian.

The songs vary across several genres, from acoustic alternative to Celtic to hard rock, with influences including The Beatles, Billy Joel, Imagine Dragons, Jars of Clay, Snow Patrol, and Toto. Guest talent includes indies and locals I've come to admire: Adam Gardino, The American Rogues, Mike Everett, Brandon Davis, Coles Whalen, Jimmy Ashley, Kelly Champlin, Riccardo Gioggi and my brother, singer/songwriter Philip Sharp.

This project was three years in the making, recorded in several studios local and abroad, largely self-produced and mastered by Channel Fuse Media out of Nashville. It begins with a Fleetwood Mac cover, followed by eleven originals – four of which earned kudos from the Song of the Year contest.

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released August 12, 2014

All songs written, arranged & produced
by Arjay Sharp unless otherwise noted.
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Drum tracks performed by Simon Phillips
via The Loop Loft unless otherwise noted.
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Bass guitar tracks keyed/sequenced by
Arjay Sharp unless otherwise noted.

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Arjay Sharp Colorado Springs, Colorado

I began writing at 15 to express the pains & pleasures of youth, teaching myself piano in the process. Lately, my current focus has been guitar and so my debut album falls more into the acoustic alternative genre. Based now in Colorado Springs, CO, my music carries influences from today's modern rock and 80's Top-40, including Snow Patrol, Imagine Dragons, Jars of Clay, Billy Joel and Toto. ... more

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